Saturday, January 8, 2011
Told You I Was Going To Be Emotional!
Okay I may have done the worse thing I can ever think of just an hour ago. Absolutely everything I have in me was telling me to stop and turn around as I was walking out of the hospital. Mother's instinct? I visited each girl one last time and told each one of them how much I loved them and I would be back soon. Luckily my sister who lives about ten minutes away from the hospital offered to let us stay in her basement apartment until the girls can come home. It's a blessing in it's self to be so close to the hospital in case anything happens. I've already called twice since we got here. Absolutely nothing has changed since we left but I still can't help but worried every second that somethings wrong with my babies. How will I ever get through this? :'(