Is it bad I called 11 times to the hospital during the night? I called every hour on the hour (I'm pumping so I was up anyway) until 8 this morning when we could finally go and visit them. I spent 4 hours there and what felt like forever trying to leave. It took me only an hour to say goodbye this time (yesterday it took almost 3 hours).
The girls are absolutely perfect! Savannah's medications have taken great effect and she is doing a lot better. Olivia's breathing has improved a lot! It's still going to be a while before she (or any of the girls) can come of the ventilator but a little improvement is better then none! Addisyn's surgery to close up her PDA worked wonders and the doctors say her heart murmurs are completely gone! Her apnea is being treated with a medication to stimulate her breathing and her heart rate has stayed up for the past day! It's true . . . God does work miracles!
I'm feeling a bit better, still having my moments but feeling better. I also found a song that speaks a lot to both Gabe and I. It's called "Mountains" by Lonestar. Go watch the song! My sister made me listen to it this morning during one of my moments.
Thank you everyone for the thoughts, prayers and support you have given to our family! There obviously working so please keep them coming!